Sigh...

Here's a question I would like to ask so many people right now: WHY do you you do what you do? What drives you to get out of bad in the morning and put your shoes on? or do you even know anymore? or is it nothing more than the fact that you 'have to'?
I feel like so many people don't know why, or don't care, or just do it for the wrong reasons. I'm not trying to act all high and mighty and say I'm not one of those people either, in case anyone even reads this. I just dont' understand why we all play along so nicely all the time. It just seems that I a lot of the time people are driven by spite. Spite for an ex they're bitter about, or maybe even an entire gender because they're 'so done' with relationships. Or maybe it's power. People get up because they look forward to the fact that they have power over another human being and can control how they feel, what they say and maybe even some of the decisions they make. Normally it's a girlfriend or boyfriend from what I have observed, and its sick. It literally makes me want to vomit. Its like going backwards, what happened to being equal and balanced and wanting nothing but a relationship to be safe in? (this applying to friendships as well now) Moral of the story: I need a vacation.